I'm happier now then I have been in something close to two and a half years. I think its the silence, hearing my self think. No him, no them, no it to cloud me. Its me, naked, standing here before my self in the mirror. Listening to my thoughts and not guarding against your interruption. It feels so good.
You know if you could - you would, but I'm right where I want right now. There's a million people out there doing that exact same thing, how do you expect me to think you're unique? Your jaw hangs slack as the pity dribbles out, you know if you could, I know you would. But I'm right where I want right now. It just feels so good.
If I really were the only one for you, why did you let it go. Don't get me wrong I'm better off with out, but where was the fight, where was the heart. Your just the same as you were all those years ago, crying for a hand to hold. Just try to stand on your own two legs and see how far you get, I don't mean to brag but it wasn't just words. And now I'm right where I wanna be,
God it just feels sooo good...
-Tangent
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